well i had a really good weekend...................saturday i got to go to wrestling with my baby and kelsey and i really had fun...........yea i kno i had to miss the hawthrone heights concert to go but i dont care cuz i prolly had a better time with them..........and i got to see some really hot people which was awesome............and other then that i just had a good weekend.........wayne and i had some good talks about things that we never talked about before..........i feel closer with him.....i got to talk to regina and were goin to new york on saturday to see rent on broadway........i cant wait........track is starting soon yay......not really cuz the coach is insane....and i need to get a job but i dont think that will happen with my schedule now and over the summer.......guess ill have to wait till next year.....great (sigh)........i just want my life to get goin...i want to graduate and go to college and see new things and get away from here be independant and have my own life.....start doing what i want to be doing and not what i have to do......i just want to have my life instead of a life....o well it will come with time

i dont know if u know what u mean to me but ill try to make u understand, i look at u and i can see a loving husband and father, someone that i can spend the rest of my life with, i know that we fight sometimes over the stupidest stuff and that i get jealous over nothing but that just means that i do care about u soo much that even the little things mean alot to me, even if i spend the whole day with u the second u leave i miss u, i love just spending time with even if were just watching movies or ur playing games or playing ur gutiar it doesnt matter to me because i know that i am with u and that we both love each other, i love that u can make me laugh and i wish that i could do it more for u but i guess im not that funny, and i love that even though most of the time we dont have deep conversations that when the times comes that we can and it doesnt matter what time it is or where we are that we finish out those conversations so that both of us are happy and not upset, there is so much that i love about u that it would take forever to put into words but here is just some of the reasons so that everyone knows how i feel about my baby